Chapter 1 - Shadows in the Bathwater

My five-year-old daughter always bathed with my husband. Every night, the two of them stayed in there for more than an hour. When I finally asked her what they were doing, she burst into tears and whispered, 'Daddy says I can't talk about games in the bath.' The next night, I looked through the half-open bathroom door... and ran for my phone.
At first, I convinced myself I was imagining things.
Sophie had always been tiny for her age, all soft brown curls and nervous little smiles. Mark called bath time 'their routine.' He said warm water settled her down, gave them bonding time, and saved me one more bedtime chore. He loved reminding me how lucky I was to have a husband so hands-on.
For a while, I believed him.
Then I started noticing how long those baths lasted.
Not ten minutes. Not twenty.
An hour. Sometimes longer.
Whenever I knocked, Mark answered with that same easy, patient voice that fooled everybody. 'We're almost done.' But when they finally came out, Sophie never looked calm. She looked drained. Her eyelids drooped. She clutched her towel tight against her body and stared at the floor like she was trying to disappear. One night, when I reached for her hairbrush, she flinched so hard my chest tightened.
That was the first moment I felt real fear.
The second came when I found a wet hand towel stuffed behind the laundry basket. It had a white, chalky smear on it and a sweet, medicinal smell I couldn't place. Mark said it was probably bath fizz or toothpaste. He laughed when I kept staring at it and asked why I was acting like a detective.
But that night, after another one of those endless baths, I sat on the edge of Sophie's bed while she held her stuffed rabbit under her chin.
'What do you and Daddy do in there for so long?' I asked as softly as I could.
Her whole face changed.
She looked down. Her lip trembled. Tears filled her eyes so fast it was like a dam had broken.
I took her hand and told her she could tell me anything.
She whispered, 'Daddy says bathroom games are secret.'
My skin went cold.
'What games, baby?'
She shook her head and started crying harder. 'He said you'll be mad at me if I talk. He said good girls keep the secret.'
I wrapped my arms around her and promised, over and over, that I would never be angry with her. But she only buried her face in my shoulder and kept crying until she fell asleep.
That night I lay beside Mark in the dark, listening to him breathe like everything in our house was normal. I wanted to believe there was an explanation I hadn't thought of yet. I wanted to believe I wasn't the kind of mother who could miss something terrible unfolding right in front of her.
By morning, I knew hope wasn't enough.
The next evening, when Mark took Sophie upstairs and I heard the bathwater running, I waited exactly two minutes. Then I walked barefoot down the hall with my heart pounding so hard it hurt.
The bathroom door was cracked open.
I looked through the gap.
And in that second, the man I had married disappeared.
Mark was kneeling beside the tub with a kitchen timer in one hand and a paper cup in the other. The cup held a cloudy liquid. Sophie was trembling in the water, eyes red from crying, while he spoke to her in a low, soothing voice that made my blood turn to ice.
'Come on,' he said. 'Drink the sleepy water. Then we play the holding-still game. Face down until Daddy says up. Good girls don't tell Mommy because Mommy ruins games.'
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My phone was in my hand before I even realized I had grabbed it.
And when I heard Sophie whimper, 'Please, Daddy, I don't want to,' I called the police.