Chapter 6 - The Verdict and the Weight of Freedom

The jury deliberated for a remarkably short time—just under two hours.
When the foreman stood up to read the verdict, the tension in the courtroom was thick enough to cut with a knife. My mother sat motionless, her hands neatly folded on the table in front of her, her expression carved out of stone.
"On the first count of attempted second-degree murder," the foreman read clearly, "we find the defendant, Eleanor Vance, guilty."
"On the second count of child endangerment under extreme depravity, we find the defendant guilty."
"On the third count of criminal trespassing in a restricted medical facility, we find the defendant guilty."
A collective exhale swept through the room.
My father buried his face in his hands, letting out a ragged, broken sob that echoed against the wooden paneling. Courtney wasn't even there; she had given birth to her baby a month prior and had fled the state with her husband, refusing to answer calls from either side of the family, finally realizing that the toxic empire she had inherited was built on quicksand.
The judge slammed his gavel down with a sharp, definitive crack.
"The defendant is remanded into the custody of the Department of Corrections without bail, pending sentencing. Court is adjourned."
Two bailiffs stepped forward, their heavy boots clicking against the floor. They walked around the defense table, placed cold steel cuffs around my mother’s wrists, and hoisted her to her feet.
As they led her past the gallery toward the heavy oak doors at the back of the courtroom, my mother stopped for a fraction of a second. She turned her head, looking directly at me one last time.
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There was no apology. No plea for mercy. Just a cold, whispered curse that only I could read from the movement of her lips: You'll regret this.
"No," I whispered back to the empty air as the heavy doors swung shut behind her. "I never will."