Chapter 4 - The Sound of the Waves

Four hundred miles away, the Pacific Ocean sang a very different tune.
The morning air in Monterey was crisp, smelling of salt water, damp cedar, and wild rosemary. The sky was a vast, unbroken sheet of pale blue, stretching out until it dissolved into the glittering horizon of the ocean.
I stood on the wide wooden porch of the white seaside house, wrapped in a thick wool cardigan that had belonged to my husband, holding a mug of steaming black coffee between my palms.
The house was small, simple, and utterly peaceful.
For the past ten years, a quiet, elderly couple—former neighbors of ours—had rented the property, sending checks faithfully to my post office box every month while maintaining the cottage like it was their own palace. When they moved back east to be closer to their grandchildren the week before, they left the keys on the kitchen counter, accompanied by a handwritten card thanking me for giving them a home.
Now, the house was mine again.
And the silence here didn't feel heavy or suffocating. It felt alive. It felt like breathing fresh air after living in a room with the windows painted shut for three years.
“Well, old girl,” I whispered to myself, looking out at the crashing waves below the cliffside. “We made it.”
Inside, the cottage was cozy. The living room featured a stone fireplace, cream-colored walls, and large bay windows that framed the endless expanse of the sea. The bedroom smelled faintly of lavender and old paper.
I hadn’t wasted any time since arriving the previous afternoon.
I had called the local utility company to switch the electricity and water into my name. I had ordered a simple grocery delivery from the local market down the hill—fresh eggs, sourdough bread, crisp apples, and butter.
No crying children.
No slamming doors.
No passive-aggressive sighs from Vanessa.
No silence from Daniel that felt like a knife twisting between my shoulder blades.
Just the rhythmic, soothing roar of the ocean, reminding me that the world was bigger than a cramped city apartment and the cruel expectations of ungrateful people.
Around 10:00 AM, my cell phone—which I had kept turned off during the drive—buzzing softly on the wooden dining table.
I walked over and picked it up.
The screen lit up with a missed call.
Then another.
Then a text message notification.
From Daniel: Mom, where are you? Please answer. The kids are crying, Vanessa can’t work, and we don’t know where anything is. Please come back. We can talk about whatever is bothering you.
I looked at the screen for a long, quiet moment.
There was no anger left in my chest. Just a profound, liberating pity.
They weren't calling because they loved me or missed my company. They were calling because the domestic engine that kept their pampered lives moving had broken down, and they didn't know how to grease the gears themselves.
I tapped the screen, selected Daniel’s number, and instead of calling back, I pressed block.
Then I did the same for Vanessa.
May you like
I laid the phone facedown on the wooden table, walked back out onto the porch, and took a deep, steady breath of the ocean wind.
Let them figure it out.