Chapter 1 - The Handcuffed Mother

I was being wheeled into an operating room for an emergency C-section when two police officers stepped in front of my hospital bed, handcuffed one of my wrists to the metal rail, and told me I was under arrest for kidnapping a seven-year-old girl.
What silenced the entire hallway was the little girl standing outside the operating-room doors.
She pointed at me and said, “Yes. She took me.”
Her name was Ruby.
She was my husband’s daughter.
And less than an hour earlier, she had called me from school and begged me not to let her father find her.
“Ruby,” I gasped. “Tell them why.”
Another contraction tore through my abdomen before she could answer. I gripped the bed rail with my free hand as pain spread across my lower back.
The fetal monitor beside me began beeping faster.
Dr. Naomi Vale stepped between my bed and the officers.
“You need to move,” she ordered. “Her baby’s heart rate is dropping.”
The taller officer kept one hand on the rail.
“We are not preventing treatment.”
“You are blocking the operating-room entrance.”
“Sloane Mercer is being taken into custody on suspicion of kidnapping a minor.”
The words sounded impossible.
Kidnapping.
They made it sound as though I had dragged Ruby into my car while she screamed for help.
The officer tightened the cuff around my left wrist. The other cuff clicked shut around the bed rail.
Cold metal pressed into my swollen skin.
“You can’t do this,” I said.
“We have probable cause to detain you.”
“My baby is in distress.”
“And a child was removed from school without authorization.”
Behind the officers stood my husband, Gavin.
His shirt was untucked. His hair looked as though he had been pulling his hands through it. Anyone looking at him would have seen a terrified father who had spent the afternoon searching for his missing daughter.
Only I noticed how calm his eyes were.
Ruby stood beside him in the yellow cardigan I had bought her for Christmas. Her cheeks were wet, and one of her socks had slipped down around her ankle.
Gavin rested both hands on her shoulders.
“Don’t pressure her, Sloane.”
“I’m not pressuring her.” I struggled to breathe through another contraction. “She called me.”
“That is not what the school reported,” the second officer said.
“She used the phone in the nurse’s office.”
The officer looked down at his notes.
“The school nurse says no call was made from her desk.”
“Then Ruby used another phone.”
Gavin shook his head slowly.
“This is what she does,” he told the officers. “She creates an explanation for everything.”
I stared at him.
“What are you talking about?”
He looked almost embarrassed for me.
“You’ve been anxious for weeks. You kept saying someone was going to take the children away from you.”
“Because you threatened to leave with Ruby.”
“I never threatened that.”
Ruby’s head lifted slightly.
Gavin felt the movement and gently squeezed her shoulders.
The taller officer crouched in front of her.
“Ruby, I need to ask you something. Did Mrs. Mercer come to your school today?”
Ruby nodded.
“Did anyone tell her she was allowed to take you?”
“No.”
“Did she put you in her car?”
Ruby glanced at me.
“Yes.”
“Did you ask her to drive you away?”
Her lips parted, but no sound came out.
I twisted against the handcuff.
“Tell them what you said on the phone.”
“Sloane,” Gavin warned.
“You told me not to let your father pick you up.”
Ruby looked down.
The officer waited.
Finally, she whispered, “I didn’t want Dad to get me.”
The hallway became still.
I looked directly at Gavin.
“There. You heard her.”
But the officer did not release me.
“Why didn’t you want your father to pick you up?” he asked Ruby.
She stared at the floor tiles.
“I don’t know.”
“You do know,” I said. “You said he was taking you somewhere tonight.”
Gavin stepped forward.
“Stop putting words in her mouth.”
“I’m repeating what she told me.”
“You took her phone, Sloane.”
“Because you were tracking her.”
The second officer looked up sharply.
Gavin gave a breathless laugh.
“She believes I was tracking my own child.”
“You were using the family location app.”
“She is seven. Of course I track her phone.”
“She was terrified you would find us.”
Gavin’s expression changed into something wounded and patient.
“Do you hear how she’s talking? She has convinced herself she was rescuing Ruby.”
“I was rescuing her.”
The moment I said it, I knew how it sounded.
The officers exchanged a look.
Gavin lowered his gaze as if I had just confirmed his worst fear.
Dr. Vale checked the monitor and swore under her breath.
“We are finished with this conversation. Her fetal heart rate is deteriorating.”
The nurses began pushing my bed forward, forcing the officers to move with us.
The cuff scraped against the rail as the wheels turned.
I kept my eyes on Ruby.
“Why were you scared?”
She did not answer.
“Ruby, what did your father say?”
Gavin moved in front of her.
“She has already answered enough questions.”
“You don’t get to decide that,” I said.
“I am her father.”
“And I am your wife.”
His face remained calm.
“Which makes what you did even harder to understand.”
The operating-room doors opened behind me.
Bright light spilled into the hallway.
As the nurses pushed me through, the officer walked beside the bed, still holding the handcuff key.
Dr. Vale pointed toward my wrist.
“Remove that restraint.”
“She remains in custody.”
“You cannot chain her arm to the bed while we transfer her.”
“We can secure one ankle after she is moved.”
“You will do no such thing unless you can demonstrate that a woman in active labor presents an escape risk.”
“She fled with a child.”
“I drove her to the hospital!” I shouted.
“You were traveling west when officers located your vehicle.”
“Ruby’s mother lives west.”
The officer looked at his notes again.
“Claire Dalton says she never asked you to collect her daughter.”
“She didn’t know Ruby called me. I was taking Ruby to her.”
“You passed the turn for Ms. Dalton’s house.”
“Because I started bleeding.”
I looked down.
A dark stain was spreading beneath the thin hospital sheet.
Dr. Vale saw it too.
“Her abruption is worsening. We need to deliver this baby now.”
The officer finally unlocked the cuff from the rail, but he did not remove it from my wrist.
A nurse pulled the bed into position beside the operating table.
Outside the doors, Ruby suddenly slipped out from behind Gavin.
“Wait.”
Everyone turned.
She reached into the pocket of her cardigan and pulled out a phone with a cracked screen.
Gavin stared at it.
“I thought you gave that to the police.”
Ruby backed away from him.
“Sloane turned it off.”
“I turned off the location tracking,” I corrected. “I gave it back to you.”
Ruby pressed the power button.
“There’s a message on it.”
Gavin moved toward her.
The taller officer stepped between them and held out his hand.
“Give it to me, Ruby.”
She hesitated, then placed the phone in his palm.
“What message?” he asked.
Ruby looked at her father.
Her face had gone pale.
“The one Dad sent before Sloane came to school.”
Gavin stopped moving.
The officer looked down at the screen.
Before he could open the message, another contraction seized me. The room tilted, and Dr. Vale shouted for anesthesia.
A mask descended over my mouth and nose.
I fought against the heaviness pulling at my body.
“Ruby,” I whispered.
She came as close to the doors as the nurse would allow.
Tears ran down her face.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I thought you wouldn’t let Dad find us.”
Then Gavin reached for her.
Ruby recoiled so sharply that both officers turned toward him.
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The last thing I heard before the anesthesia pulled me under was Ruby screaming:
“Don’t let him take me before she wakes up.